www.polyvore.com is an awesome site where I spend mst of my days lately. I helps me relax and have fun

Sadness

It's hard to understand why I don't make a decision about my future. It's difficult for anyone to understand me. Everytime I'm sad or upset, I listen to music. These days, Leona Lewis apparently works wonders... love her songs...

I think I can do better, I deserve better

Today it has been an awful day. Once more I've realised my life is a mess and I have to clean this mess. I know I can do this. I know I can do better than this. I deserve it.